It’s May 4th, 4:03 am and I’m staring at a hospital ceiling hearing newborn baby’s cry. The new born baby part is such a sweet sound, it reminds me of each of the boys. I keep replaying their birth story over and over in my head.
Each one was SO different, magical in each way. I was eager, and couldn’t wait to meet them so bad!
This time is different all in itself. Each pregnancy, so far, I have had my own plan. They say baby comes when it’s ready, but you have your own plan. You get the house ready, you get yourself ready, you shop, you do all these things that get you “ready” for that one magical moment that changes your life forever.
This time it’s God’s plan.
As tears pour down my face, surrendering to Gods plan is definitely a lesson all in itself. It’s the fear of the unknown, but finding comfort in knowing he’s present. It’s fear of losing, but knowing that when you feel you have surrendered, surrender some more (Gabrielle Bernstein)
Finding comfort in knowing that God never gives you anything you can’t handle, is something I’m holding on to.
It truly is the time to surrender all, and have faith in the outcome.
Xo
Ro